So..I have a lot of feelings and what better place to be honest and spill them then here, where a total of like 3 people read!
So...I am a tad bit sad that we are not having boy/girl twins. I really wanted one of each. This will be our only pregnancy. The hubs is going to be fixed after they are born, this is it. We agreed on one, got 2 which is a blessing, but we are done. The hubs has a daughter who will turn 18 right around the same time these boys come. We are really done. We aren't young.
I just know girls are more cuddly than boys...boys wipe off kisses and don't to snuggle as much as little girls. Girls have cute clothes and play dress up and barbie. I love my boys already, but really, I know NOTHING about little boys. It will be an adventure...I really wanted to have a boy and a girl. I hope this doesn't make me seem ungrateful. Because I am not, I know I am blessed to be pregnant and to be having 2 babies at once!
Also, it is a little freaky, along with amazing, to know that I am growing actual people inside of me. I mean, I knew I was pregnant all along, heart the hearts, saw the babies, but now to put an actual gender makes them like real little people. I have people renting out space inside of me...living and growing. I can feel them move now, which is crazy and amazing....more amazing, but still a tad bit crazy that these living things inside of me are moving and kicking and punching and I can feel it.
So, there is my vent. It's scary and exciting and I am over the moon in love with my 2 little baby boys to come! Next on the agenda....names. Oy!
Saturday, October 30, 2010
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About Me
- Missy
- Connecticut
- I am a 31 year old married mom to be! It did not come to easy to me, my husband and I struggled with infertility and now we will welcome twin boys into the world in March. I will be a stay at home mom for a while and see where that takes me. I love people, reading blogs, talking, taking pictures, shopping, reading, hugging my dog and loving on my husband.
5 comments:
you are completely normal in your feelings. enjoy finding boy names. let me know if you hit on any good ones.
So you know I'd take 2 boys over 2 girls anyday, but I totally understand wanting one of each. In my mind I think of all the fun little boys bring...little league games all summer, helping dad with cars/taking out the trash/lawn care, going to sports games, watching them play high school football, building amazing lands from Legos...can you tell I'm a bit of a tomboy myself?! ;) As we emailed, PMS, prom dresses, wedding payments and general teenage girl rebellions scare me to death! But I get it...a good friend has 4 little girls under age 5. With her fourth, they hoped and prayed it would be a little boy, it wasn't. She mourned the loss of ever having a boy and when her little girl was born she was over the moon and now couldn't see their life any other way.
Also, despite all our TTC, having a living being inside of me freaks me out. My friends assure me, it'll be different when it happens, but its definitely an alien concept to me. And when I feel those movements or see a foot or hand poking out of my belly, I fully expect to have a freak out moment!
As your third reader, I'm sure my darling will be more than happy to trade our girl for one of your boys, but I don't think I can. I always said I was going to have a boy (I thought boys were much more fun), of course (and we knew it in our hearts) we were having a girl. The relationships are so dynamic between and with 5 weeks to go I can honestly say I am thrilled to the moon that we are having a girl. Boys love their momma lots more than girls do, you might get a few more worms or bugs than you would like, but they are lovers and cuddlers just as much.
aw...I'm sure you will do just fine with those baby boys!
boys are usually momma boys...they gravitate more towards momma...as girls..well..they grow up and usually get annoyed with mommy..hahaha..so..maybe you lucked out!
answer to your ?.....we usually rent a 6 bedrooom cabin when we go with everyone else..we rent a different one every year..it's fun!
I think you will be very suprised by how snuggly and wonderful little boys are. While the clothes shopping isn't as fun I wouldn't trade my wild man for a girl anyday! Boys ADORE their mamas. And there is something so amazing about how a little boy can be destroying a toy one minute and running over to be held by mama the next. Once you hold them you won't ever look back.
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